Obsession

I can't help it, 

I don't know why, 

but you've got me 

going crazy, dancing circles.

You don't see me, 

just a hug in passing, 

but the world you've built, 

the one crumbling down around me, 

is beautiful and I never want to leave.

I'm driving towards the sky

and I know there is a limit

but you've made it go clear

yet I'm willing to crash.

I know that as I fall back to earth

you wont be waiting

but that doesn't stop me now.

You're the one helping me thrive:

the one keeping me alive

as I jump past sanity in a whirl.

To stay awake

I think of you, of you kissing me.

and I know it wont happen

you don't want anything serious

but then why did you start at all?

Sometimes you make me feel

like an experiment,

to test your ability.

I am the prisoner but I don't care.

If you hurt me, it's my fault:

I'm the one who got attached,

you're the one who warned me.

But you once hoped I'd meet

someone who made me as happy

as I make you.

Guess what, I have.

Will you be mine?